janedoe00

When I am near you there is so much electricity flowing through my skin I could hold my finger to the end of a light bulb and make it put of that dark light that makes white glow and neon colors appear...like an angler fish. Do you know I want to go to Atlanta, Georgia to see the worlds largest aquarium? Do you know I love your strut and when your around my heart beat matches that cadence Like a drum sounding on the snare before it was touched. Touch me see if we can make the aurora borealis appear on the bedroom walls Some days I think we may be a wreck waiting to happen but please scrape my sides See if we don't make music like tha

I am alive She was alive, they say I keep these Some call them lists , others addictions I have to do lists and  fuck up lists with results in rows that are not pretty in print but the rows are reassuring the condensed control the defining of a thing the begining the end I left room for hope, hope defined by space a empty place  to put you in not to have as a task, but to have at all Something, anything. The holes are getting smaller my life fuller The Withdrawing of a formal goodbye This better make your list. I kept it simple get up. eat. work. get up. later I added smiling.

I know I haven’t lost my fight I have this head   squ are   on my shoulders Sure I have done stupid things I found grace in all my mistakes I have so many thoughts…      I only want you happy and I will never make you happy,      This is the happy you will never make your mom. I am sorry this is so upsetting I understand how it would be And maybe we can’t talk about it. But maybe I want to talk about everything with you; Every struggle, every hurt, every tear, and every laughable moment, everything…     

Just a girl lost in a lonely world l  oo  king for you to l  oo  k for me I feel blind to what you see / you seem blind, you don’t see me I am not you and you're not me but promise you’ll do your best to be Be content. just be you. live that life chaotically falling out of view See your mistakes as you see mine grace filled learning/ it may take time Not mine to give, not yours to take, but yours to live, yours to b                                  

Banking, Cooking, and how to SEP ER ATE your Laundry…                inseparable we were comfortable. thrown together they said; we couldn’t be friends Said we couldn’t be that close, Said we couldn’t sleep in the same bed. too late They knew we would bleedtogether like our clothes. My heart  ski p. s.       When I let you go          everynight in my dreams I say goodbye. FUCK the sunshine, Because you were the only sunshine I knew. Oh and I knew you. You said you needed to leave. This is so hard, You said we were too mixed up, You said they were right about us Ok then, because what is love  Wh

You tried to bleach me Like blood in your favorite unmetionables Like it or not I will always be a part of you i have helped make you nightmare or not later you will thank me.

death I had you my love screamed let her lifeless body go the talking the walking dead perpetually feeding the the murderous memories the shame of your humanity...unforgivable I let you run don't listen we both struggle to breath